Boyf: When I first met you, I believe it was love at the first sight.
Me : When I first met you, ….uh wait I didn’t remember that moment at all. In fact, I didn’t even remember you at all! HAHAHAHAHA
– I was being introduced to him as a new secretary at that time. He was
the hunkiest man in the tax division.
It’s funny how a guy that I didn’t even remember at all even after the two of us were being teased together for many times is also the same guy that I date for the last two years.
And up until this moment that is the longest dating relationship I have ever had with a guy. So, congratulations huh? You have broke my record, now here’s your award *gives chocolate ice cream cone*
Somehow I can’t write strongly happy and sweet feelings about this, probably because I know that I am so far behind from his previous dating record (7 years!) and I felt like, “Geez 7 years must create more feelings than 2 years” but then I was like “Fuck your thoughts, what were you thinking, this isn’t a race.” but then I was like ” *Sigh* What he felt and experienced for 7 years must have been carved really deep inside his hearts and compared to that, 2 years are nothing.” again and then I was like “What’s important is quality not quantity, and my 2 years relationship has a lot higher quality that that 7 years one” and then….. DUH I JUST HAVE SUCH A MIXED-UP FEELINGS, YA’KNOW :”(
But this morning when he sent me a message saying happy anniversary and I replied him with “Happy anniversary too. But eh two years is probably nothing to you *wink*” (I added a winking emoticon so that he wouldn’t know my insecurity lol), I didn’t expect he would reply;
“It’s only been 2 years but you have already become my everything.”
OH MY GAWD IT WAS VERY SIMPLE CHEESY BUT I WAS SO HAPPY AND TOUCHED, YOU KNOW?? :”D
By the time I write this post, I’m thinking that,
“No matter how long is a fairy tale, what matters most is the content of the story and the end of it. No matter how long you have a relationship, if you broke up anyway and giving each other bad impression then what’s there to be proud of?”
Go away, insecurity. Shoo! Shoo!
P.S. : To the asshole that I love, thank you :”)